Prayer Time

So, everything I am reading and hearing lately is the call to pray, and pray diligently. Funny as how I have a hard time getting through "A" prayer without getting side-tracked or falling asleep(which happens the most). So, on the way to work, and home, and in the mornings before I arise, I have been conscious about praying and praying boldly. Not just, oh God, if ya can, but God, I NEED YOU NOW!! I know you can hear and I KNOW you will answer and I am trying to consciously focus on Him actually answering prayers. (even the minute ones) _ it is pretty powerful- there are even some tough prayers to pray and yet I know I am to be bold and ask- he will answer! So, my thoughts lead to ask, and you shall receive. I am boldly going there----does it seem selfish, Yes maybe, but God wants to hear from me- That is where I am at that moment. Yes, whether I believe it some days or not, God does care about ME!! He created me in His inmost being and He wants to love me as I am - there is my chance to love me too, for who I am and for who He created me to be!! I am Loved!! I think of that little pin people used to wear (I am loved)and think I need that daily reminder- that is what matters! (That, and that my sins are forgiven!!) AMEN!!